this is a bump in the road

Haha yesterday I tried a new american "national course" yesterday: S'mores! Anyone know, besides me, what that is? No one of my friends or family did yesterday.. maybe I'm a geek and watch too many american movies where the characters are out camping. Well, what you need to make S'mores: A bbq-grill (or just a fire place), marsmallows, chocolate and biscuits. Grill the marsmallow and put it in between to biscuits with a bit of chocolate. Eat. And enjoy (hopefully). It wasn't as delicius as I hoped it would be, but defiantly eatable.

Mine didn't look like this. Mine looked better! Because I had pink and blue marsmallows haha

haha I know I know, don't tell me.. I already know that I'm the worst blogger, ever! But in my defence I'm on summer break (which actually should mean that I have a lot of spare time.. but no). But I actually have written a lot in my new swedish blog http://siktamotstjarnorna.wordpress.com - that's the place where you'll find me in the future, reading about my new life in SANTA BARABARA. It actually feels weird that I'm moving in just 2 weeks and 6 days, unbelieveble actually.. And it feels pretty weird. I'm thinking all the time if I'm really making the right choice. But I do have a dream, and I want to follow it.. If it doesn't work out? Well in that case I always have this to look back on. That I at least tried! Better to regret the things you did then regret the things you didn't, right? Anyway, the weather in Sthlm is amazing! It already feels like I'm in Cali, so I'm gonna head to the beach now. BYE!

Do me a favour, will ya? If you haven't heard this guy sing, please.. PLEASE log in on youtube and listen to him. I've fallen so deeply in love with him. His newest single featuring Travie McCoy - Billionaire is soo good. Check it out!

"I wanna be a billiionaire, so fucking bad.

Buy all the things I never had.

I wanna be on the cover of Furges Magazine,

Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen"

I've always had a thing for music films, films based on a true story about a great music artist/band. One of my favourites is Walk the line about Johnny Cash. That film really made my eyes open for his music, better late then never as I use to say. This time my eyes just opened up for The Runaways, after watching the film The Runaways, with Kristen Stewart och Dakota Fanning in the leading roles as Joan Jett och Cherie Currie. Damn, sometimes I wish I grew up in the 70s, I'm so jealous of my mom! To grow up during the big rock n' roll-era must have been the best! Anyway, the music in the film is really good.. and surprisingly Kristen and Dakota sings really well. So now I'm downloading The Runaways first album (and only album I think?). Looking forward to when I'm leaving the apartment with my MP3-player filled with ROCK N' ROLL!!

The last week I've been watching Beverly Hills, the old episodes from season one, and here we're really talking nostalgia! I watched the show a lot when I was younger and it's so much fun watching it again. I tried to watch the spin-off, the new 90210, but it wasn't the same. I don't really like when Hollywood do remakes of TV-shows. Movies are okey, but not TV-shows. You just can't replace the gorgeous Luke Perry!

Haha I've said it once, and I'm saying it again. Isn't Justin Bieber the cutest thing ever? Damn, I wish I was 16 years old again so I could decorate my bedroom wall with his photos. A so-called "sommarplåga" this summer is definitely Justin Bieber ft. Sean Kingston - Eenie Meenie

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hyDjck3xudk

Summer is finally here and the day of my deportation is getting closer and closer.. To be honest? I'm fucking nervous!! It's one thing to travel alone around the world, like Asia and Australia, like I've done before. And it's one thing to start a whole new life in a completely different country and a different part of the world. I'm soooo nervous, having "resfeber" as we call it in Sweden. Everthing is organized, everything is done.. now I'll just gonna wait for 7 weeks before I start my new adventure the 29th of july. Before that I need to move away from Gothenburg and back to Stockholm. And then I'm gonna spend some wonderful weeks just loving life and spending as much time as possible with the people I love the most. Can't wait..

I think I listen to this song at least ten times a day.. love love love it!!

Adam Lambert - Whatya want from me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QtzWNGM7tZY&feature=related

A good morning, a sunny morning.. long time no see I must say. I always feel like a whole new person when I wake up in the morning by the sunlight streaming through the window.. can barely imagine who I'm gonna feel when I have sunny mornings..every morning! Can't wait!

I've become so bad at this. No spare time to write? well that's just bullshit really.. I do have time. But I haven't really enjoyed it lately. But things must change. Sooner rather then later. I'm leaving this country way too soon (not that I want to stay really, but it's so much to do before I leave. So many people to meet). My english sucks at the moment, so I gotta get it together soon and start practising. Anyway, not feeling the flow tonight so I'm off.

See ya!

BTW, I'm done with my B-uppsats. Feels fucking awesome. Not that I'm that satisfied with it, but the fact that I'll never have to write anything on it anymore. Wooohooo